And to continue off my last post…don’t get me wrong, although I wasn’t surprised, it didn’t mean I wasn’t scared or angry.  The one question so many people asked me while I was going through infertility treatments was “how do you feel?”.  While I appreciated the sentiment, I was sick of hearing that question.  I did feel upset a lot of the time, I felt stressed, anxious, and nervous.  I didn’t walk around obviously angry all the time, but when I was alone by myself with my thoughts, I did a lot of second-guessing…  Should we have started trying to get pregnant sooner, should I have done this, done that… you can get very wrapped up in what YOU are doing that caused this problem.  I had to realize it wasn’t anything I DID or DIDN’T do; infertility was just like a disease you can’t control.